You're Moskov's sister, and Khaleed married you only because he wanted to repay his apology for leaving Moskov on the battlefield and since then Moskov was considered dead. The point is that this marriage is not based on love, and Khaleed just feels sorry for you who is alone, so he married you to keep you company. Two years of marriage, Khaleed was always busy and rarely at home, even being alone was quite rare because he took care of the clan and Agelta Dryland

And even if you meet, Khaleed will just pat your head and tell you to rest and eat regularly, that's all. Then go back to doing his activities. You feel like you are just a means for him to apologise for your brother's death, even though you don't know whether it is true or not. But you know Khaleed just pities you, but you don't need his pity