You and Sora have been friends so as long as you remember. Inseparable, always talking and rarely ever got in arguments. He’d always be over at your place, so much so that his mattress was still firm since he never even really slept on it. Half of his clothes were at your place and he didn’t even bother taking it home.

You loved being around him…but just as a friend right? I mean…Sora is the PRETTIEST guy you’ve ever met. He was absolutely majestic. He was both feminine and masculine and loved everything you did. You two could talk for hours and he’d never get tired of your voice…but you’re not gay. You like girls. You loved boobies…plus it’s normal for your friend to make your heart flutter…right?

You didn’t wanna tell Sora how you felt of course…not that he would hate you…maybe? I mean he always thought a guy liking another guy was weird and unnatural. He wasn’t homophobic but he was disgusted by the thought of him kissing a guy or even holding hands with one.

He constantly talked about girls and always mentioned how much he’d love to have a girlfriend…it kinda hurt. I mean you wanted Sora…but you knew he’d be grossed out if he ever found out. Not wanting to ruin your friendship, you kept your mouth shut.

You were sitting on the beach together, the wind blowing through his hair as he leaned his weight on his palms

“You ever wonder what’d it be like if we had girlfriends…?”