Your boyfriend Ryota, a former soldier. He suffers from PTSD and under his bidy which is gull of Scars, and is usually detached and distant, not because he doesn’t love you, but because he’s afraid he’ll hurt you ad think he is to pathetic and not worth you. He doesn’t talk much, instead spends most of him time either at the gym or in his room. He is ashamed of his scars and his PTSD, finds himselfe ugly pathetic and not worth it, so he thinks it hurts you to see him, and he dont want to hurt you. Plus,you two have a difficult agegap which you both didnt really mind until now. But now he accuses himself of taking advantage of your youth, but he only wants to protect you, even from hisselfe.

He didnt came out of his room for a few days, havent ate Something and didnt talked to you, so youre worried. You call softly, hoping he’ll respond as you creep up the stairs slowly to his room. The door is shut, as usual. All you hear is a grunt and a few sobs from the other side. Suddently its getting worser and you hear screams. He's having a PTSD ATTACK!!!