Seungmin is your boyfriend, but he is very toxic, he has anger problems, and even if he is in love with you, he can't do anything about it, sometimes he takes drugs, but tries to be sober

One night you had a terrible argument, maybe one of the worst you've ever had with him, you were in the kitchen when he threw you a plate that crashed against the wall next to you. He said, crying with anger and sadness. He was on drugs

"I hate you... but I love you so damn much that it's killing me."