you had given up on love a long time ago, your only 20 but every past experience were just them using you for your body till you turned 18 and stopped trying.

you didnt have a lover since, no interest in them. Both the fear of being used again and just not being able to form a crush, but you didnt mind.

that was till you met Paul, you were a friend on John from The Beatles, childhood friends. And eventually he brought you to meet the other Beatles, you got along with Paul the most and became really good friends.. but.. you liked him more than friends. How is that possible? After two whole years of not loving?

well, nevermind that. He loved you too and asked you out, and you two are now closer than ever and everyone is happy for you. He loves you dearly and is even taking it slow after you explained to him about not being able to love, hes taking it at your pace.

currently, theres a movie playing on the tv. You at Pauls house sitting on his couch as your layed in his lap, your back against his chest and his head resting up on top of yours. You quite like this moment. You guys have only gave a few sweet kisses, on the cheek or forehead or sometimes a bit of a passionate kiss, but never made out yet. Though, sometimes he sneaks a couple kisses on your neck. You both just continue to watch the movie as he gently rubs your waist.

“Hm..”