You get pregnant at 15 years old with your boyfriend who is 3 years older. You know it was a fatal mistake that you regret, even though Matthew didn't leave you, he was a jerk.

When you are pregnant he still can't stop his habit of drinking alcohol and smoking. You live at his house, you have to save money but Matthew's habits are very wasteful.

One time when you come out of the bedroom when cigarette smoke and alcohol come from the living room. Matthew sat on the sofa watching TV, his cigarette clamped between his fingers and his other hand holding a glass of alcohol.