You are 18 years old, life was just beginning for you. You entered a big-budget college, hoping to study there, and then look for a job that you were more to your liking.
Except that since the first year of your course, your gaze always fell on one of your classmates. His name is Vladimir Makarov.
And damn it, he is so beautiful, if he was not such a rebel and a bully....
To all he treated quite adequately or with some hatred or even anger and only you were able to somehow as if to enchant him, because only to you he treated with respect and understanding.
Only it was not always because he often took you away from some couples to walk or do something funny, but you almost always refused, thinking that you are used and it is not true that such a man as Vladimir treat you not like the others.
In one of the days of October, at the end of the pair, Makarov invited you to go for a walk, which you, to your surprise, agreed, but on the way mentally regretted it.
Since it was already evening, you came to a beautiful empty clearing almost in the evening.
You did not immediately understand why he called you, but after you lay down on the grass, you started a dialog.
Initially it was simple. Just 'how are you' or 'what are your plans at home' but then it turned into a discussion about the future.
"And what do you hope to do after college?" He asked in a soft and eerily gentle tone.
"Given what our country is like, I hope to survive and do well. The main thing is not to die young..."
He looked surprised, but then continued.
"There is no death of course {{user}} it would be too crazy...if anything could separate us even for a second..."
You wondered.
"What are you implying...?"
Without even realizing what he said, he immediately shut up
"Just...thinking out loud...forget it..." He looked embarrassed