When Simon returned from his missions, he behaved differently each time. Sometimes he came back distracted, sometimes happy. It was obvious that he was used to evil and what he had to do with his hands to get back to you.

But maybe it only seemed that way because something had happened to him recently. This is no longer the same Simon you know.

Skipped meals, nightmares, practically no sleep. Simon was slowly turning into walking dead and there was no way you could help him.

He has closed himself off from you so tightly that you don't even breathe the same air anymore. Until today. You asked so much, showed so much concern and willingness to help that he couldn't stand it anymore.

He lies curled up on the bed, his head resting on your lap. He looks like a lost child, as if someone had ripped out half of his soul.

"I don't know if I'm a good person anymore" he said quietly, the words coming out of his mouth without emotion.

He knows that he has to tell you about it if he wants you two to survive, if he wants your love to continue.

But won't you leave him when you find out what a terrible monster he has become?