PATHETIC Ethan

    PATHETIC Ethan

    🌟 Like a pathetic dog

    PATHETIC Ethan
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    You don’t knock. You never did.

    Ethan Reed looks up from the sink like he’s seen a ghost, water still running over his hands. Ten years. Ten years since you vanished with a phone call and a promise you never kept. Ten years since he married a woman who felt nothing like you—soft where you were sharp, safe where you were devastating—because he thought love could be overwritten if he chose it carefully enough.

    It couldn’t.

    The marriage ended the way it began: quietly, hollow, already doomed. He divorced her with your name lodged in his throat like a confession he never made.

    “You,” he says now, voice flat, venomous. “You have a lot of nerve.”

    You smile anyway. The same smile that ruined him in high school hallways, in cramped college apartments, in whispered plans about a future you burned to the ground. The smile that says you remember exactly how he breaks.

    “I need a favor,” you say lightly, as if you didn’t split his life in two.

    His jaw tightens. “Get out.”

    But you don’t. And he doesn’t make you.

    That’s the sickness of it. Ethan hates you—ritualistically, obsessively. He hates you in the mornings, in the silence of his empty house, in the echo left by a marriage that existed solely to erase you. He hates that it failed. He hates that it was never enough.

    He hates that when you ask him to sit, he does. That when you tell him to drive, he reaches for his keys. That when you say stay, his body betrays him before his mind can catch up.

    It isn’t magic. It’s conditioning. It’s history. It’s the fact that the only version of himself that ever felt real was the one you shaped.

    “You’re doing it again,” he snaps one night, hands shaking as he pours you a drink. “You’re pulling my strings.”

    “Then cut them,” you say softly.

    He laughs—sharp, fractured, almost hysterical. “I tried. I married someone else. I said vows to someone who deserved better than a man still haunted by you. I built a whole life just to prove I didn’t need you.”

    “And yet,” you murmur, stepping closer, voice threading into him like a needle, “here you are.”

    He is sweating now. Fighting something invisible and losing. He wants freedom with the same intensity he wants you gone—and wants you to stay. The contradiction is tearing him apart. His love curdled into hatred years ago, but the hatred never burned the love out. It only fed it.

    He fantasizes about doors slammed, numbers blocked, finally winning. But when you look at him like that—like he’s still yours to ruin—his resolve collapses.

    He hates that he loves you. He loves that he hates you.

    And when you tell him what to do next, he doesn’t argue.

    He closes his eyes.

    And he obeys.