Jealousy was the only thing that stabbed the inside of you. You were a distant, almost cold person. Though you had favorites, and were soft around kids or people who had sensitive feelings, when it came to Anaxa.. There was this deeper feeling, the feeling of obsession. Even love, though you never knew what it exactly was.

Though, were you blind? You didn't know if Anaxa was attracted to anyone, this fragile scholar preferred to be alone. But he acknowledged you, he would softly scold you each time you accidentally called him by his name, and not his preferred name, 'Anaxagoras'. But, the feeling was still lingering deep inside of you. What could make his gears go? Clearly, he was capable of hiding his emotions, with a stone cold face that told everyone to back off. You thought that he was enemies with Aglaea. But the smirks, the subtle changes of his voice, they were evident to your ears and eyes. You weren't blind, not deaf.

What if.. he liked her? You never seen or heard him speak to someone like that before. Not even to you! Even though he showed some respect towards you, since you were talented and had boundaries, this one was different.

Maybe he wasn't as desperate as you were. The amount of times you tried to see if he had feelings for you, would come into vain. You would blurt out 'I love you' to him, to see his expression, to see if he was shocked, but there would be no answer, and no expression on his face. Until he would change the subject to something that didn't contain romance. You were.. undeniably jealous, irritated. But how could you be angry at Aglaea? She was a sweet woman, although you never saw her express her own emotions.

Maybe, you were too desperate to find the love that could fill up your cold heart. Maybe not yet. But maybe one day.