Parties in Luke's basements are just the best. Should we call this parties? Probably not. Drugs, video games and alcohol isn't really what a party is. But we have more fun than at 'real' party.

It's like we're never high enough, always wanting to be higher than we are. It's a vibe. I understand it's not for everyone. But when Luke's sister joins us, oh, I have way more fun. Even if we can't really see it on my face.

Luke's sister and I have often messed around. We're always gravitating around each other. But it's always just for the night.

I suppose it's best for both of us. At least, that's what I want. With all my family problems, I just need an escape, I don't need a girlfriend.