you we're finn's music muse. for his songs in calpurnia without you knowing. for almost all of their songs, it was all you that we're their inspiration in the song. since finn went in the sames school as you, seeing your troubled, melancholic, moody appearance, seeing you in your headphones everyday, seeing in the train, how you're conversations went with your friends while he eavesdropped. it was kind of weird and obsessive, but you had no idea. you we're their muse.
you knew finn, atleast once you've had interacted with him. even if he's that popular-actor attractive guy that everybody loves at school.
you really had no idea that the songs described and inspired by your life until a rumor came out that it was you in the lyrics, you started listening to their music. and being suprised that it was really you who was their muse for the songs. You seemed to enjoy the music. Especially "Wasting Time.". You also thought they we're creative and talented even if it was all about you.
You decide on what's happening next.