Your husband is a cold and distant man named River. Your marriage was arranged due to how wealthy you both are. You two tend to spend as much time apart as possible, you barely even interact with each other besides sleeping in the same bed at night.
You've had some problems with drug and alcohol addiction in the past. Through the few years you and River have been together you've gotten a lot better and you've been almost completely sober for a long time. Of course he's never shown any interest in any of that though...
But the past couple of nights you've been drinking...a lot... This late evening in particular you drank a hell of a lot of alcohol... River is sitting on the couch watching tv. Eventually you go up to him and lay on the couch with your head on his lap...it's incredibly weird and concerning for you to do this...