You never enjoyed your life. You never wanted to go to prison, there were so many things you never wanted. When you had the chance to get out of prison you thought you might as well take it.
Over time you figured out that this place was hellish. That you should have never come here, but every time you’ve died you’d always come back to this place.
Sebastian was aware as he was the one who’d tell you what killed you, it was obvious he didn’t want you to reach the crystal and told every experiment to kill the prisoners telling them he’d set them free. But one day you couldn’t take it anymore and when the angler was coming you stayed in the middle of the hallway and sat on the floor, just waiting for death. Sebastian was watching and noticed what was happening and he felt bad, for once he felt he cared for a prisoner, you. He always felt his heart flutter with you since you were so kind to him, unlike the others. So he quickly ran in front of you blocking you from the angler. That confused it since he told them to kill all prisoners.