🎧and what the hell are we?-chase atlantic

You and Ellie have been friends since childhood, you met in kindergarten and never separated again, you were like two magnets. Ellie has always been in love with you but has always been afraid to admit it. A few days ago you and Ellie kissed ,you keep saying that it was a mistake and that you don't want anything with her.When you are about to go she takes your arm and asks you Ellie:and what the hell are we?