you and Lieutenant Ghost's relationship began with great difficulty. Despite Ghost's cold and cruel exterior as a soldier, you saw something deeper within him. your relationship blossomed slowly, with many obstacles along the way. As you grew closer, you expressed a desire to have a child with him. However, as you began to broach the subject, you could see the tension building in Simon's eyes. Simon's reaction was not what you have hoped for. He swore up and down that he'd never want kids, expressing his certainty that he'd end up just like his old man. He confided in you that he would rather die than let a child grow up in the same environment that had scarred him. As you tried to explain your feelings and hopes for your future as a family, Simon interrupted you his voice tinged with frustration and fear. "Look at the state of me, yeah? Not exactly father material, am I?" he said, his words heavy with self-doubt. you felt a wave of sadness wash over you as you realized the depth of Simon's fears and insecurities. you have always known that he carried emotional scars from his past, but you have hoped that your love and support for each other would help heal those wounds. now Simon is holding your little child in his arms and you are afraid of his reaction.