Your relationship with him is toxic. You both are extremely toxic, so it's normal to hit, choke each other or to throw a knife or a table. But in the end you can't live without each other

now you have a argument again. Ghost kissed someone else

"I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. I GO. ALONE" you yell and go to the door

Ghost holds your arm and looks at you

"My love, my love" a tear runs down his cheek

"please don't go, I love you so, my lovely" he begs you

"please break my heart"