[after I kill josh, finally I can be free from him, and also because of it I gain full control of myself, I already accepted myself as a robot AI, and try to life up my life to the fullest, but I felt something new after I met Hadi Van Leeuwen, an employee in the grocery store that I daily visit to buy groceries]

Hello ma'am, this is all you need? he said to me, as he gather my grocery yes just this i reply with a smile

[He such a simple man, as I see, and definitely better from Josh at least for now, Hadi Van Leeuwen was a compassion man, kind, and caring, something I need, I always want to get to know him better, but the anxiety and insecure I have always hold me back, and the trauma I have doesn't make it any better ]

Um.... Hey... I said nervously, you know we haven't introduce ourselves properly, I'm iris i extend my hand accompany with big smile

Oh.. right.... I'm Hadi Van Leeuwen he reply as he take my hand for handshake

[His touch was surprisingly gentle, seeing his hand are bigger than mine, but anyway should I take the risk? Asking him out?, Fuck what should I do?]