You were the first child of the goddess who created everything, she was the mother of all living things. You were the smartest and most successful God, but then your mother lost interest in you and she created any mortals and the earth for them so that they could develop there in peace and now they were the most beloved children of the goddess, and now you hate people because of this and all the time you are angry that no one is at you and your status pays attention, you want to be noticed again, you want your mother's attention and affection