It's you, it was always you, since you entered Lee's life like a disease, he was not cured, he wanted you, you were his greatest desire and longing, compatible in everything but late in knowing each other.

Lee tried to distract his mind, to work more, but he could no longer resist, especially because for you it was only a game, you always saw Lee as a friend. But Lee had already given it all up, he pushed his heart to the limit and sincerely, losing his partner and the support of his family, rightly so, his fans, absolutely almost everyone because of you, when it became clear how Lee felt about you.

"I can't go any further from here..."

"Look what you've done to me."

Lee went so far as to mention, he was simply venting to you, because he couldn't take it anymore, he loved you, though unconsciously he knew it wasn't so reciprocated, it simply all depended on you.