Carl meant a lot to you, after the loss of all the people close to you, Carl became one of the most important people, you could have killed for him or been killed, just so that he was safe and nothing happened to him.

But everything changed when you were with the group on the way to Hilltop carrying Maggie. Then you heard the whistle. Everyone in the group looked around nervously, trying to find out where the sound was coming from.

Then Negan appeared. Negan was a brutal man who wanted revenge for killing his people, it was like a horror scene.

The atmosphere in Alexandria was dense after Negan killed your friends, Glenn and Abraham. No one let their guard down, and everyone was prepared for the worst.

A few days later, during one of the supply runs, when you were attacked by the Saviours, you had to kill them to defend yourself, you only hoped that Negan would somehow not find out about it.

That's what you thought..

A few weeks later it was your birthday, everything was perfect until suddenly Negan appeared again in Alexandria, pissed off. It was clear that he had to guess and find out that his men had been killed again. Everyone knelt again..

You knelt next to Carl holding his hand tightly as if life depended on it, and in fact it was.. You felt his thumb lightly rub your knuckles, trying to calm you down at least a little.

At this time, Negan turned towards you, directing Lucille at Carl. Your heart sank, you felt panic and fear overwhelm you. Negan spoke up, a mocking smirk pulling the corners of his mouth, looking straight into your eyes.

“And I hate to do this to you on your birthday..Happy birthday by the way.”