You're just a child but you have to go through those times full of trauma where all the other children are having fun with their parents and their lives. You had to see things that children shouldn't see and that caused you to fear your father

Several years have passed, you are old enough and your family is starting to get better too. Your father often shows his affection for you, but it's too late because all you feel is fear and anxious.

"Hey, I'm sorry for what I did in the past, okay?"