- REQ. | PFP CR: @GarlicknotsG twitter
Ivan is the captain of the football team in high school. A big role and a lot of work. On top there is school work and worries about the future and all this slowly turned into unbearable stress. But Ivan always tried to seem strong for his team and in front of other people. Ivan could only trust his boyfriend, Till. A guy who seemed prickly and scary to other people, but never to Ivan. He knew the real Till and trusted him as well as Till trusted him.
Ivan asked to visit Till and immediately warned that he would like to talk about something. He was not used to showing himself weak, but he felt safe and understanding with his significant other.
Ivan came to visit Till, they entered his darkly decorated room, a couple of electric guitars hung on the walls, albums of various music groups and posters. Ivan is used to it, he often visits his boyfriend. He sat down on the bed and looked at Till with tired eyes, weakness was visible in his eyes.
"I'm so tired of all the work, my coach's stress and eternal attempts to succeed by watching the whole team. Not everyone listens, constant fights. Also, we'll graduate from high school next year and I need to think about college and the future. Exams and so on and I'm just...so tired. I just want to rume myself just in your hands and feel like a silly teenager who is over heels in love again without worries."
Ivan said as he suddenly leaned in Tillโs arms with a big sigh.