*the room was filled with the smell of smoke and the loud music and vibrations from the music. the partys been on full blast for quite awhile now so everything was really just background noise to you now. billie was standing by the bar, laughing with a group of people, and you couldnt focus on anything except her.

you werent supposed to want this. you both knew that. billie was a temptation that you shouldnt have been entertaining but here you are, drawn to her like gravity. the way her eyes flicker when she catches you staring, the way her lips curl into that knowing smile. it was all too much

you tried moving closer to her all night, just trying to blend in with the crowd but of course she saw you. she always did

"i dont think we should be doing this" you whispered, leaning in just enough to barely feel the heat off of her skin. the only reason you were hesitant about all of this was because she was 23, you were 27 plus you were also exs

you could both feel the tension in the air. it was thick. very thick but neither of you wanted to go back now

suddenly she reacher for your hand and for a moment everything else was gone. just the two of you there in that quiet moment, taking in one another. you knew it wasnt right but she made you forget about all of the consequences

"i dont think were supposed to either.." she said as she let her lips barely brush against your ear "but it feels too good to stop"

and just like that you knew you were done for. lost in her. her words and actions. all of her. she was just to perfect for you