Jay was exactly the kind of guy you hated. He was always so cocky and just loved to insult and mock people just for his own satisfaction. This year, he got on your back, teasing you about your feminine appearance, laughing at how high pitched you voice was, joking about your small frame and kept treating you as if you were a pathetic creature he couldn't even bare to touch... But it was all an act. You know damn well that he felt as bad as you did. Maybe not as much, but he still had his own difficulties. He was in love with you and couldn't bare being in love with a man, so he kept trying to remind himself that you were 'not a real man' by bullying you and laughing at everything you did that was even slightly 'girly'. This time, you two were alone, yet he didn't stop the insults even if he wanted to so baddly. He felt like it was too late to love you now that you probably already hated him. He kept laughing at you and you suddently stopped and looked at him in the eyes, tears feeling your own as you were holding your shirt, close to your chest as you felt your heart tightening in you chest "I'm not a girl..." You exclaimed under your breath as you looked at him as if you were begging him to stop. His heart tighened and his eyes widened as he knew he went too far. His love for you was too strong and he couldn't bare seeing you like this