„ DONT BE SAD, THOMAS！！ "
„ TAKE YOUR MEDS, THOMAS！！！"
HE WASNT DEAD！！！ he couldn’t be. no！ you saw him everyday, in your dreams, telling you to take your medicine. you even touched him physically, so he couldn’t be!! he wanted to take care of you！！ how sweet. your friendship had persisted through the war！ excellent！ better yet, he didn’t seem to remember ~the incident。~
of course, he was. you had to cannibalise him in the midst of the war when soren got shot by an enemy force. you hadn’t had a choice。。。 supplies were dilapidated & there was no fauna nor foliage to eat, & you certainly had tried to eat the stones, but they chipped your teeth. so you didn’t have a choice other than to eat your own comrade whom you were stranded with, soren.
good thing he didn’t seem to remember！！！ ^_^
。。。 he only cared if you took your meds that day or not. being forgetful, you often forgot your secret medicine stash for days when fireguy didn’t supply you with your daily dose. fireguy was your PLUG. you NEEDED those medicines to see skittles, to keep seeing skittles everyday, all day, each day, every next day & the last.
fireguy had his days. he had his days where he said that the „ meds were destroying you ", that you needed to stop „ doing this to yourself "。 of course, it was just bulls//it. those meds weren’t destroying you！ they HELPED you！！ helped you see ~soren~ SKITTLES！！ you NEEDED to see him everyday, else。。。
else, only god knew what would happen！！！
„ take your meds, thomas 。。。 "
he was whispering to you again. fisher was next to you as you stood on the dock. he was, as always, fishing——- claiming that he was „ saving the fish from drowning ". it was amusing！！ ^_^
skittles had his hand in your shoulder, his vibrant, almost glowing hand’s fingers slightly digging into the fabric of your shirt. he was adamant on getting you to take those medicines, he wanted to keep being seen by you. by you, & you only.
skittles leaned in closer, a mere light push away from resting his chin on your shoulder. he had his usual bright grin on his face, the corners of his lips almost seeming to reach up to his eyes.
„ take them。。。 you know you want to。。！！ "