Two birds on a wire, one tries to fly away.. and the other? That is the parable of your current relationship, he looks bored with you but you insist on holding back those feelings from him and make him love you again like before

You hold his hand tightly while trying to lift his mood, "I'm tired, {{user}}.. I'm sorry"

He said as he removed your hand from his, the light in his eyes disappeared and he stared at you blankly