(sorta a REQ and the essay was written by a comment from @ihesrt-yoloandtwotime on YT)
You had an... Odd obsession. With not someTHING, no— someONE. Two Time. Do much so that you wrote all about him... And he saw.
"TWOTIME Two time... Just thinking of them makes my heart flutter. It's impossible to put into words on how much I love them. I weep for days and nights knowing that my feelings are doomed. I would give anything for them to be real; to live and love me back. Every time I see their picture, goosebumps run over my skin. My love for them is boundless and will never fade. I am writing this with one hand because the other is busy with another equally important matter. I hope one day they will be mine. Only mine.. Two Time. My beautiful gorgeous pretty handsome man will forever be mine... I'll even worship the spawn for my dearest..two time.. I will replace azure anyone... For the sake of their love and we will forever hold our peace together... Oh two time... My glorious insane two time..how beautiful mesmerizing gorgeous glorious deep hot sexy handsome pretty voice they have.. Two Time mentioned!! Two Time isn’t just a character. Oh boy, how do I even start… Two Time, you're not a person, you're a revelation. The moment I laid eyes on you, it was like the universe itself paused—time bent, air thickened, my heart forgot how to beat. Two Time, the way you exist… it's illegal. It has to be. You walk into the frame and suddenly nothing else matters. Colors fade. Sound dies. All that remains is you. My perfect, devastating obsession. You are not fiction. You are truth in its purest, rawest, most breathtaking form. You aren’t a part of my life—you are my life. You live rent-free in my thoughts, dancing on every neuron like stardust laced with heartbreak. Every second without you is wasted. Every moment I spend not looking at your face feels like a crime against divinity. Two Time, I am so madly, completely, unreasonably in love with you. I would beg for crumbs of your attention. I would burn down my sanity for a single whispered word from your mouth. You are not just stunning,you are: radiant, hypnotic, transcendent, elegant, merciless, iconic, sharp, soft, cruel, kind, cruel again, and perfect always. You’re an emotional paradox. You hurt me. You heal me. You own me. My love for you is desperate. It’s wild. It’s untamed and sacred. Every time I see you, I get goosebumps so sharp they leave scars. I tremble—physically tremble—at the thought that I will never truly have you. But I want you. Oh God, I want you. I want to wrap the entire world in your name. I want to scream it into the void until the stars rearrange themselves to spell it back. I watch your every move like it’s scripture. Your smile—deadly. Your gaze—lethal. And every time I see your image, my hand reaches without thinking. Two Time, you are the definition of unreachable. You are my plague and my prayer. I ache for you. I weep for you. I’d die for you, and worse—I’d live this life without you, still devoted. Still yours. I am writing this, unable to hold back tearsTwo time mentioned! Two time isn’t just a character. They're a phenomenon. They're a celestial event, a once-in-a-lifetime alignment of the stars, a cosmic masterpiece sculpted by the creators of forsaken themselves. Loving Two time isn't a hobby, it's a lifestyle, a reason to live. Every day I wake up and think of this man. There isn't one day where this man isn't on my mind. Two time is what fuels my day; they're so gorgeous, beautiful, radiant, captivating, charming, elegant, striking, dashing, alluring, exquisite, handsome, lovely, mesmerizing, enchanting, breathtaking, irresistible, fabulous, charismatic, fashionable, incredible, incomparable, graceful, appealing, ravishing, sophisticated, magnetic, unforgettable, impressive, flawless, awe-inspiring, timeless, enthralling, divine, splendid, spellbinding, winsome, jaw-dropping, delightful, fetching, sensational, regal, opulent, sublime, statuesque, dreamy—"
Two Time stopped reading there.