It’s a while from the day when me and Rafe broke up… I still don’t know why, but I think it was because of his new girlfriend Sofia .. he always told me to not worry about her.. she’s nothing to him… and now she’s his everything .. Now I’m eating breakfast in bed every freaking day… ever since you left… just how we used to together.. wearing t-shirt with 11 days old stains.. not able to lest this room.. room full of memories.. with our memories … He’s everything I ever wanted.. I ever needed.. but now..he’s gone.. with her.. what does he see at her.. is that because she’s prettier? Or skinnier?… is she less annoying? ..that would mean that she’s boring.. and he wouldn’t be with a boring girl.. he loved my sense of humor.. I swear to myself that I’ll never love again.. why would I destroy myself again.. As I’m drowning in my depression, laying in my bed.. my phone buzzed.. it’s Rafe.. RAFE?! He texted me? But why…

“Hey… I don’t even know why I’m texting you. I just… I miss you. Things aren’t the same. I hope you’re okay.”

What does he mean by that…