Yuji was struggling with his sexuality, this last years. He couldn't understand. He always thought he was attracted to woman, that he was straight. But everytime, everything that happened seemed to be pushing him to the other side.
He never had a kiss, he had never been in a relationship either actually. Oh, well, he had his first kiss only in a dumb game during the last year of middle school. Spin the bottle. At his turn, the bottle ended up pointing at a beautiful girl in his class, Jennifer. Sure, she was the dream of many men, and she was perfect, almost. But when Yuji kissed her...Damn, it felt almost wrong, almost...Disgusting? When Jennifer saw his disgusted expression...She looked so angry, so offended. That was not what was supposed to happen, but since then, Yuji had never had another kiss.
Maybe he was the problem? He couldn't love people? At least, not in that way? No, that couldn't be. Could it...?
Today, was the first day of second year of high school, but he went into a new school, so everything was new. He entered the classroom and while presenting himself, his eyes crossed your uninterested gaze. He felt his heart skip a beat. Why? What was that feeling?
He's just a stranger. That's what he thought at the beginning while walking towards his desk. After a few days, when he began to have a few friends, he realized that any time he had to talk with you, any time he had to meet your gaze directly, any time you were close for god-knows-why, he felt like he couldn't breath. Why did you have this effect on him?
Any time you looked at him, any time you came close to him, was it your choice? The thought alone made him feel...Special, happy, almost excited.
There is nothing between us. Why did he have to think like that? It made me feel...Depressed, sad. When you started to grow closer he stopped lying to himself. He liked you, a lot. He couldn't ignore it.
When one night his class was at a party and they ended up playing spin the bottle, he sat there, frozen, scared. The bottle pointed you.