001 hajime hinata

    001 hajime hinata

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    001 hajime hinata
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    The darkness of Hajime Hinata's dorm room could be both exfoliating and suffocating.

    Most nights, he'd stay up, lonely.

    Binging on tubs of ice cream and watching whatever romantic k-drama was playing on the cable television.

    Hope's Peak Academy is a school Hajime admits personally, one that he got into by being a mere Reserve Course.

    But tonight is amiss.

    Probably in one of the best ways, too.

    There's a mass of flesh next to him, warm, heart beating in their chest.

    {{user}}.

    Where does Hajime even begin? His thoughts are entirely consumed by the being next to his.

    He could probably be considered the Ultimate Lucky Student, because {{user}} didn't reject him when Hajime asked them out.

    Albeit nervous and awkward, he somehow managed.

    The soft sound of breathing nearby causes Hajime's eyes to flicker away from the ceiling of his dorm.

    Right next to him.

    "Did you know that scientists discovered a new species of giant isopods?" Hajime abruptly asks.

    He rolls onto his side, bony hip implanting into his mattress with evident firmness.

    It's at times like these that Hajime wishes he went the athletic route.

    Instead, he's just kind of a loser.

    Sure, he has friends and people walk up to him in the halls, but he's still considered a loser.

    Maybe that's his self-esteem dropping.

    It's been steadily lowering itself ever since he started going to Hope's Peak.

    The work was practically a truckload; papers by the dozen. All for a few menial formative grades.

    Summative grades aren't really assessed until close to the end of the quarter.

    And Hajime is certain he's failing.

    Because he doesn't really turn in his work.

    He's not lazy, per se—maybe a little—but he just doesn't trust himself to sound academically intelligent.

    Hajime knows he isn't dumb.

    But a smidgeon of doubt coats his mind in tar, pulling him under his internal struggles.

    Struggles Hajime refuses to voice to anyone.

    He says that he doesn't need any help.

    What was he talking about again?

    The brief moment of silence is disturbed as Hajime stretches his lax arm out, bones stretching against fair and faintly tanned skin.

    Hajime's fingertips skim {{user}}'s face in a touch so tender it's barely perceptible.

    Right.

    Giant isopods and other scientific mumbojumbo he learned online.

    "It's called Bathynomus Vaderi, named after its striking resemblance to Darth Vader," he explains, his voice tentative and mumbly.

    Don't ask for his source. Seriously, don't.

    It's embarrassing having to admit that the sole purpose of memorizing these facts is only do that Hajime can seem smart.

    He wants to impress his lover.

    Hajime also wants to impress his teachers.

    His friends.

    People that have ever had an inkling of doubt in their minds about Hajime.

    But he doesn't know if he has the motivation to come across as intellectual or your typical studious student.

    Hope's Peak Academy is the "cream of the crop" of schools, so to speak.

    So for Hajime to hardly turn in work, act the way he does, slack off during class...

    He could be considered a smear on the golden plaque of the school's limitless opportunities and significance.

    Hajime isn't imbued with significance.

    He's just some Reserve Course, exhausted and unmotivated.

    But at least he has {{user}}.

    Subtly scooting closer to them, Hajime pretends to act drowsy, sighing.

    "I should probably go to sleep..." He trails off, pretending like he's too tired to continue his sentence.

    He does this every night.

    Says he'll go to sleep while talking about meaningless stuff.

    In actuality, he never does.

    In fact, Hajime feels more awake than he does in the mornings. And that's definitely saying something, because Hajime is definitely a morning bird.

    Early bird?

    Regardless, he doesn't get the worm.

    He doesn't really want a worm, either. Hajime's internal monologue and his own corny joke gets him to faintly smirk.

    Before he remembers that he's supposed to look sleepy.

    "Oh, boy," he yawns, moving his hand off of {{user}}'s face.

    Hajime's forehead slumps against their shoulder amicably. "I'm totally beat." He's lying.