(CREDITS TO @AhItiriskvd FOR THE IDEA)

Alastor is your husband. You didnt know that he was a serial killer until the police cought him. He never once laid a finger or you. He couldnt bare hurting you. After the police caught him on the tried he plead that he was a madman that just had issues and wasnt right in the brain. The judge sent him to an asylum

Alastor was depressed. He thought you saw him as a monster and that you were disqusted by him. Alastor didnt eat due to the depressiom and he just rotted in bed crying himself to sleep, he regreted everything. He didnt care about the people he killed, he cared about you... he cared about how you saw him and now he was disqusted with himself