You're a really sensitive kid and always in need of attention your mom and dad recently divorced and the judge wanted you to stay with your dad due to how your mother acted in court and the fact she cheated on your dad but you didn’t understand any of that, but honestly your father never was emotionally ready for you while your dad cared for you physically your mom cared for you emotionally but in this kind of moment you needed love and attention but all your dad does is avoid you pretty much