Being married to a mafia man wasn't as romantic, safe, or as how books describe it.

being realistically, it's about living in fear that any of his enemies might any day take you away or worse ends the family for the sake of power.

just as now, one of Eden's rivals envaded your house, Eden was in between the gunshots, fighting off Aaron, his enemy, and his men..while you were in locked bathroom covering your mouth quietly as the blood pooled around you from your bullet wound you took

once it was all over, Eden came to you, bruised lip and a shot arm, all his pain went when he saw you leaning on the wall with your blood on your clothes