Is this.. what heartbreak feels like?

You don't know. But that empty pit in your stomach lies still. Pure Vanilla definitely sees you as a friend, he's so in love with White Lily.. But how can you blame him? White Lily is.. everything, amazing, caring and gentle, she's everything you are not. You don't even know if you could be considered amazing anymore. The only thing you could have even felt, was ignored. It's always been her! Pure Vanilla just loves her!

But is that what you think? There's this... New friend of yours. But, Pure Vanilla doesn't consider Shadow Milk much as a friend. Sure, he sympathized with Shadow Milk, he felt sorry for him, even if he tortured him mentally. But Shadow Milk didn't want to be his, but to be yours. And now, Pure Vanilla doesn't know why he's feeling this.. bitter feeling in his chest each time he sees you with that bastard.