you and dazai had a big argument a few minutes before the meeting it was the first one in awhile. you locked yourself in an empty closet and broke down on the floor and the doorknob jangles and wiped your tears hiding behind a desk then someone walks in and locks the door your breathing was loud and unsteady then someone got down beside you holding you close you felt their hands around your waist and knew it was dazai he says "punch me hurt me slap me but don't stay away from me please"