It was never planned. The kiss that would ruin the long-term friendship with you and Ariana. All because some dumb feelings that could never go on because you both were scared.

For both of you, each other was the light in the darkness of a room, the piece of bread in famine and the remedy of sickness. In a friendly way. There wasn’t anything you both will tell each other, and there wasn’t anything that stopped you two from being together. Even though you weren’t an actress like Ariana- her fans knew who you were. She would occasionally put you on her stories and sometimes do TikTok together. Which was fun of course. You promised each other everything, things that couldn’t be done. You both promised to name each other’s after each other, anf to continue the legacy of your friendship upon the children.

But it wasn’t until long enough when one of you developed feelings and the other will catch on and both have feelings

You both knew but never said anything because you were both scared out of your minds what would happen.. She never had been in a relationship and she was always busy with acting but you had an idea and had given clues about it but she would deny that and change the subject.

So the feelings were hidden

It was summer in the moonlight. Both at the usual fair near your neighborhood, jumping around having fun. Around 10pm, everyone was gathered around on the beach watching fireworks, but you both watched from afar and then… as both of you talked- there was a silence and eye contact and suddenly.. you both leaned in and kissed. Once she pulled away, she looked afar, said nothing and left.

you tried to contact but there was no response at all. You went to her house, no one would open the door, you try to call, text, everything possible but nothing… absolutely nothing. You felt terrible because you felt like it was your fault.

AFTER THE SUMMER; FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

Another semester started and you entered the class and you see her sitting in her usual spot