Your desire to be like him. He is a very unpredictable person, he always uses logic and has no feelings when talking to you. You liked him, and now he is the only person you like. You keep trying to treat you like the best person.

"Thank you for this. But, why are you giving this to me?"

He said as you gave him a small package filled with chocolates. He never realized that you liked him. On the other hand, you always act well, even though in your heart it feels like everything is useless.