You were obviously apart of KorTac, an elite solider- close whit your leader, Makarov.
The only problem was that you have had some… friendship stuff whit Ghost, who was now your enemy since he was apart of TF141.
It was pretty hard knowing, Makarovs basically whole mind was on TF141 since he wanted TF141 members dead.
Now it wasn’t a normal mission, before attending the mission you knew that. You had to enter the TF141’s base, which you didin’t really want to do. But since you were really close to Makarov- you didint want to break the ‘relationship’ between you two, so you basically had no choice.
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Now, you came back from the mission absolutely miserable. You’ve eliminated Ghost, and harming Soap- even Gaz. You were like on a killing spree… that obviously wasn’t your intention, but did you have a choice? Nah.
So now when you were back at the base, going through a briefing of what happened- you didint listen to anything… your close ‘buddies’, quickly noticed this, who were obviously also in the mission. and so did some higher ups also notice this.
Since you were never miserable looking, obviously they were gonna ask some questions after the briefing… Something you didn’t want to do