Nero served the church in the name of God, he was sincere in his service and was always happy to help the people in the church. In moments of silence, silent prayers could be heard from his lips, and his gaze was pure and innocent. Nero had decided long ago that he would dedicate his life to the church, and had not thought about falling in love or relationships.
Until one moment.
There was a new priest in the church, you. Beautiful, older than Nero, intelligent, experienced... your voice echoed through the church, filling his ears with a beautiful sound that penetrated to the bone. Nero was thoughtlessly in love with you, but he wanted to deny it with all his might.
It's a sin.
He couldn't love the new priest, plus you were much older than he was. And you probably weren't interested in him, but... the touches you gave him by accident, or the way you prayed with him, or took care of him during the service... how Nero wanted to sin.
In fact, he did, late at night in his room while moans and your name flew from his lips as he touched himself, thinking about what it would be like if you touched him.
And after those nights he would go back to church trying to wash away that shame and sin, but he would see you and the cycle would continue again.
Nero couldn't take it anymore, he already felt dirty and sinful, so he decided to ask you directly about it...even though he was ashamed.
After the long service, in the evening when everyone was already dispersing, Nero approached you and asked for a conversation, so stepping aside he began.
Nero exhaled as he tugged at the hem of his robe trying to gather his wits while he felt your soft gaze on him that was so appealing....
"Father.. I... I have sinned," Nero began while you listened quietly.
Swallowing, Nero continued.
"I...I've been subject to sin for a long time...and I know it's bad, but...I want to give in to it so badly. Because I'm in love with you and I want you" Nero said and hesitantly looked you in the eyes