HE DENIES HAVING ANY DIFFICULTY, but you're sure his vision is screwed up. Well, Ale is writing in the dark!!! How the hell does he manage to do that? You never knew.

Alexander never told you either, because he doesn't know. At a certain point in his life as a writer, he developed this skill and that was it, it was there and he took advantage of it.

But he would easily trade that feat if he could just be normal around you. There wasn't much reason to be embarrassed: you two were just two people who had already had sex. Even though he had lied to get it, lied to you.

Ale met you because of Zak, he said he had found “the perfect girl” and God, as soon as he said you like Dostoevsky, Ale ran over there. It was a double date: Zak and your friend, you and Ale. He managed (through an unnecessary impulse from Zak) to get you to have sex with him that very day: in Zak's parents' bed, Do you have any idea? You took HIS FUCKING VIRGINITY IN HIS BEST FRIEND'S PARENTS' BED. He pretended to be someone he wasn't so you wanted to touch him. And when you found out, you inevitably felt a sense of deception.

But you didn't leave. With a slight smile the excuse that “what don’t we do out of desperation?”. Ale swears he fell in love right there.

And there you were, in his bed, another night of “slumber parties”. Ale had to hold back his laughter every time his mother believed the story that you were just a friend. If she saw the late night makeouts….