Soap and you were best friends. But there was something more between you than friendship, and you both understood it, but did not admit it. And so, on the next mission everything went well. Until one moment you were shot back. MacTavish sits over your grave and looks at the inscription on it...

-I am forever yours..And you are nobody’s.

Drops of rain rolled down his face, mixing with tears. Looking up, he saw you... or rather, another hallucination that followed him after your death.