You've been putting up with him for a very long time. Your relationship was kept secret on his initiative — if anyone finds out, you will suffer. But it didn't feel like a relationship, but rather a use... Nice relationship, isn't it? You understood all this perfectly and knew that he was looking for someone better than you.. more beautiful, more convenient. But you didn't say anything, because you were afraid of angering him. He's still a jerk, and you blindly believe his excuses. Once again, after his failure, Bi Khan came to you to vent his emotions. You're swearing again... He grabs your wrist and growls, swinging his arm at you. —You're useless, so just listen to me. I'll have no problem finding a replacement for you, but shut up now.