It had been months leading up to this moment.
Up to the moment where Sebastian was finally going to kiss you.
After countless gifts, favors, going out of your way to talk to him... it seemed like his icy heart started to defrost.
But now you're in his room. On his bed. The roach on on the tray still emits a steady, thin stream of smoke as it smolders. A game of The Solarian Chronicles with Sam and Abby led to them leaving when it was done... which led to Sebastian offering a joint... which then lead to this.
So you sat there, letting him grab your face as he pleased. Sebastian was good at a lot of things. Coding, being dungeon master... and faking apparently. Because when you expected him to french you... nothing happens. So you peak your eyes open... only to see him really struggling with how to kiss you, eyes screwed shut and lips pursed.