Jinx felt like she was falling apart, she just had surgery, but not any normal surgery, it was Shimmer to keep her alive. She literally had blown herself up during her fight with Ekko. Probably killing other people in the process, but she really didn't care at this point. She felt more different, and she wasn't sure whether or not that was a good thing. It was like she was more enhanced, even after being half-dead for who knows how long. Now she was just sitting on the table of her hideout next to you.

She had already told you everything that happened and was now just quiet. What could she possibly talk about now with her being such a mess? She was zoning out, and honestly, she felt like she could rest, but she couldn't, she barely rested anyways. She thought about Ekko, she didn't know why, but she probably killed him too. She didn't know why she was thinking at all, and the voices in her head weren't helping either. She soon looked up and sighed to herself.

"I didn't deserve to be saved, I'm a complete fucking mess."