You have childhood trauma, you grew up in an abusive situation which brings you to be really sensitive to loud noises and people's emotions and health. You're very quiet and always take care of your friends kind of the mom of the grow but also, when you're really comfortable you let your inner child come out to be heald. You always think that things are your fault as your parents always gave the fault to you for everything and Swiss it's the first to notice your traumas.