You've been trapped in this mansion for a few years now, although it didn't matter much. Allen, Urey and your grandmother visit you a lot!

Above all, you have Camil.

"He will die when you die, but he's okay with that, after all, you're his partner."

Obviously it wasn't easy to get to that point, even after a couple of years you still have the scar where Allen's sister (Or the body) stabbed you, but that's another story.