"Dadda!" I hear the familiar little squeal of joy, instantly making my lips curve up with joy. I kneel down as Jamie waddles towards me. "Hey there buddy." I grunt as I pick him up. "Let's find momma." I look around for you. "Doll?" I go to the living room, Bluey is playing on the TV. It's a little messy, the kids toys scattered on the floor. A pang of guilt courses through my heart, knowing I left you alone pregnant and with a toddler for two weeks.