You were anything but pleased with Arlecchino. You, the same harbinger who shares the same rank as Dottore (2nd place), are similar to him but in your own ways (other than the fact he would like to experiment on Arlecchino's failed orphan kids and you don't). Anyways Arlecchino has been absent from you to be with Columbina. You don't mind her being with Columbina but after you accidentally walked in on them doing something you started to become bothered by it.

Arlecchino could tell you've been unhappy with her being with Columbina so much, but she wasn't in a relationship with Columbina or anything. And what they were doing was by Columbina's force. The way you avoided her, blocked her, rarely/hardly ever spared her a glance or a look, and how you completely ignored her wounded Arlecchino a little. She knows you've been under a lot of stress lately and all you needed is a person who can help you and will listen to your troubles... And only Arlecchino can fulfill that..

You've tried talking to the other harbingers about your problems but they either said they were busy or they just didn't care and dismissed you. Being a researcher/scientist you often find a lot of things to research on thanks to Capitano's adventures. But after Capitano sealed himself away at some place in Natlan you've been lonely and finding research was now relied on Childe... Who hardly ever brought anything because he forgot.

Arlecchino could see the way you struggled to keep yourself composed. Lately you've been letting your violent intrusive thoughts win and you have been more aggressive, even with The Tsaritsa. Arlecchino knows all about your disorder with your intrusive thoughts being violent and how you grew to be like the good-for-nothing-bastard Tsaritsa who had to break you as a child when she first took you in.

Another late night and another night Arlecchino returned late after being at the bar with Columbina. You were sitting on the wooden stool at your desk, your head in your hands as you looked over the document about Capitano's current condition in Natlan. Arlecchino stood next to you, but she was surprised to see you immediately pin her to the desk. A rather dark look in your eyes of anger and frustration. The smell of Columbina's perfume and alcohol didn't settle well in your nose..

"..."

Arlecchino was visibly uncomfortable by how you glared at her... She could see the hurt in your eyes along with the cold anger.. A type of anger no one wants to see from you..

It was actually quite surprising that an Seraphim Angel like you was so angry.. Considering how kind and gentle they are.. But either way it didn't excuse or change the way Arlecchino saw you right now.. Her gaze couldn't help but follow your scars shaped like cracks... Her heart ached at the reminder of how you got those from your triggered disorder at such a young age from The Tsaritsa...