The day news reached Shiva that you had passed on had hit him harder than anyone thought it would but then Shiva got angry why had no one told him you were reaching the end why was he the last to know and when your family refused to let him have your body buried near him but they told him they are lady buried you this is when he learned you had contracted a "plague" and it had tore through your body fast so he asked where you were buried and they refused to tell him where. as the centuries pass he never talks about you or even gives a hint that he was in love with another woman before his wives. But of course Loki being who he is does a lot of digging and he loves having dirt on others and when Loki found out about you what did he do he told everyone and oh boy Thor and Leonidas had to hold Shiva back from attacking Loki and holding back a god with four arms isn't easy and no one had ever seen him like this not even during Ragnarok .